Yani leo uyo ni mimi nimefake moans na orgarsm nikiwa na Hubby juu ya guilt,,
hii guilt yote inaletwa na ufala na Brayo yenye ata siko sure kanadai i stop?ilianza ka jokes sikuwahi expect itafika place iniekee dents kwangu,,.So uyu Brayo is such a cool guy at the office—he knows how to dress, how to talk, and he has this natural charm that commands the whole room without even trying. At first, it was just the normal greetings: “Habari ya asubuhi,” “Kazi inaendeleaje?” and stuff like that. But polepole, mambo yakabadilika.
Kuna times wera ilikua inaextend na juu mi hukua mostly reception am among the last people kuleave. Since Brayo annotice mi hutoka late ye pia alianzanga kutoka late,times zingena angekam apo kwa counter ya reeception kupiga jaba mbili tatu, at first it was always looking like a normal workplace relationship, but I slowly realized we had this crazy connection. Si ati kwangu nilikua nakosa anything, infact, My hubbyis such a great guy, but the truth is he got so busy with his business hustle that he practically forgot about me. He used to bless me with all the financial needs, but that little intimate attention—getting praised and looked at with loving eyes—started fading away at home.
Kuna time client alicall from Coast akidai twende tumfanyie quotation coz alikua na buildings kadhaa zenye angedai afanyiwe interior design, So my Bossy akasuggest twendanishe wote so that ata nitamsaidia na afew paper works. Tukifika Coast late juu ya Jam na ikabidi tumereschedule. Brayo akabook Hotel na kufika there was only one vip ensuite remaining na Brayo akakataa akisema yeye haezi dose peacefully uko vip wakati mi na lala regular so he opted kunilipia vip nidoz huko na yeye adoz regular,,,being the naive girl I was I felt guilty nikamshow that tunaeza doz wote VIP coz izo beds zao walisema that they can be separated. After kuingia room na kudrop bags Brayo akauliza naeza dai kudishii nini Supper. Mimi uyo nikaitishana chipo Masala na Fish. Alijaribu ku call na Iyo siumu wanaekanga kwa rooms for orders but the call was not going through hence he opted kuendea mwenyewe. Place ya restaurant was uko ground floor and our rooms were high up 5th floor I saw that this would be a perfect opportunity I shower and freshen up quickly before arudi. As I had just gotten into the bathroom nilikumbuka that towel nilibeba iko kwa bag nilikam nayo and since Brayo might come back anipate bafu I wud rather go collect the towel plus na nguo za kuchange niende nazo bafu ndio nikitoka nitoke kama nishavaa. No sooner had I managed to get to my bag than he barged in the room akanioata niko naked to the bone, the bathroom ilikua Iyo side ya entrance. I froze tried to cover my boobs and tities at the same time(na mind you am heavily endowed )that covering thing failed terribly. He had this nasty smile on his face that made me shy off. And of all the words he could chose to say he chose to say WOW’ I told him atoke nje coz niko ndethe and the guy chose to be stupid he undressed and told me that we are now even. My ovaries began to twerk immediately and before I knew it I was getting the fuck of my life. The following morning bado I was woken up with the warmth of his msolombo and now here I am too addicted.
Fast foward,office was no longer just a workplace; it became our secret playground. At first, it was so thrilling—the excitement of fucking the boss (of courser it came with other benefits as well,eg I only work till Thursday then the remaining days niko off,He helped me buy my hubby a car for his birthday gift and not to mention of the pay rise obviously you feel like you’re on top of the world.
But guys, fake happiness can never last forever. After about three months passed, my conscience started hitting me so bad.ilikua even worse that ni after nimerealise that my hubby amekua akienda jobs za mbali so that he may finance the house alikua anajengea my parents after ameimaliza he came back na akaendelea work from within meaning he was going to have more time na Every single time I got home na nimpate home he was always welcoming me with pure love and even brewing tea for me,Kuna time I picked his phone and my husband was way too clean no single dent. I felt like such a massive betrayer. He trusted me a hundred percent, and that’s when the guilt kicked in heavy. I kept asking myself, “Hii yote ni ya nini?” Sometimes I would just catch myself crying alone in the bathroom, panicking over what would happen if my work affair ever leaked to worsen it all up am not sure if I want the sexapedes na Brayo ziishe. My guilt imeanza kuniaffect. Imenifanya nashindanga nikiambia my Hubby that niko na headaches, and him being the man that he is unapata amekimbia kuniletea painkillers and he has been begging me twende hossy.
And what hurts me the most is knowing deep down that to Brian, I probably don’t mean that much; it’s just an office pastime game to him, even though he claims he loves me. The truth remains the same—I broke my marriage vows. Nimecheza na moto, and right now I am badly burnt.
Sasa niko kwa njia panda. I can’t just quit my job recklessly because hii economy ya kasongo is super tough right now, but continuing to see Brian every single day is messing up my mental peace. I’ve decided to pull myself together, put an end to this nonsense before things blow up in my face and completely destroy my life and my marriage but I just dont know how to start